Its the last day of NDP and the last day of me staring at *fill in the blank* . I feel so bored now . No spice after this mannn ! Its a ROJAK day for me . Rojak as in mixed feelings cause by many humans .

*WARNING* This is maybe going to be a very long post . Bear with it dear readers .

Reach the arts house like abt 1.30 pm and no other first-aiders were there . So much of me rushing there . But not to worry , the other participants were there and toilet is there too -.- . I went to the toilet to make time fly faster but the plan flop badly . After going in and out for 3 times , they still haven't reach yet . Just stand around and keep a look-out for them . The first thing Lijuan said when she saw me was " ey , minah uh . " And Syahidah walk away from me and said she was speechless . Sapr tak confuse kan ? She said that my new haircut and those eye-liner and my eyebrow make me look like a minah ( niao niao face ) . I saw * fill in the blank * . But this time , i looked at him differently . The image of him running half-naked is still fresh in my mind . If Syahidah were to read tat particular part , she will confirm label me as ' minah gatal ' .

Slack there and the first-aider were like a loner to me . We were sitting at a 'deserted place ' where the others can't see us . Then came this one mentor which i call Mister . Polite right me ? He was playing this game which made me really interested . I borrowed it and asked if i could bring this along for my rounds . He was reluctant at first but he saw how engrossed i am playing it , he agreed :D I asked if he could demo on how to do the correct way . Pardon you , to do that game it takes alot of perserverance and concentration . To wrap it up , its hard . He managed to do it after a few times trying . As a Jakon me , i clap and shout real loud . Amazed la sioo . And as the kpo particapants , they looked at Mister with their blur face . ( And ) Mister blush . Big lol .

I kept playing with it like nobody business till i didnt notice *fill in the blank * beside me . We were considered very laid back . Nothing much to do . As per normal , we sat near the river and chit-chat . Not really catching up on stories but more to talking and joking randomly . I saw alot of eurasian teenagers . Damn , they're good-looking . Their skin are so fair and pimple-less . Their eyes are blue and sharp . Their hair is pretty blonde and the smile is gorgeous . But not lacking behind is the typical matrep there . Tell you what , the only word that can describe the matrep is " BERSEPAH " . Bersepah typically means everywhere .

ANYWAY PPL , YOU HAVE NOW COME TO SHASHA PERASAN SENDIRI SEGMENT .


Rafidah is like my look-out . She told me if there's any mats looking at me and smile . Maybe i exaggerate a bit/lot but let me be happy can ? There's this police guys . They are abt 19-20 yrs old . Not that old . They kind of tease me and rafidah abt our scissors-paper-stone game . Tak sangka dorang maseh ingat . I looked away as too shy . Rafidah told me that one of the guy looked at me . I get so happy and keep on blushing and smiling . But then they were already gone when i turned around . Such a waste . Number tanak mintak -.-

While we were slacking , sialan and pukimak and amelia came . They came and talk with Syahidah and act as if i'm invisible . They did not even talk or worst till , look at me . Okay , thats what the hell . But who cares . Lazy to talk abt them . Will be explaining at the end .

After they are gone , my clear vision came back . Siak siak (!!) There's this abit dark malay guy walk pass me . I know his existence but don't really look at him . And again , Rafidah told me that guy actually smile at me but i wasnt looking at him . And again , number tanak mintak -.-


We continue slacking and came this group of mats and minah ( tudung ) . They were standing right behind me and reading this elizabeth thing on the wall . Trust me , their english are broken . Cant even pronounce a simple english properly . They even admit themselves that their english are not up to standard yet they read it aloud . Obviousy mintak knr gelak sio . One of the guy try to crack up some joke but tak menjadi . The girl ask to walk straight to meet other friend . And the guy replied " Aku walk straight tau . Masok air pon masok uh . " The just gave him a kau-sial-ke-sial face . Its hilaious yet dumb .

Radiah came and ask for 3 volunteer to play their game . Jannah , Syahidah and rafidah went . Meanwhile me , lynn and lijuan went to find a toilet . Alam da panggil la . In order to go in this toilet we need to enter this hell place . And it require a ticket . Got the ticket and went in . Since me and lijuan is so urgent , lynn let us go in first while she take care of the Ndp goodie bag . Lynn is so sweet :D Done with our business and wanted to go out . The guard said that in order to go out , we must leave the bag behind . I dont mind as the only thing in my head is to go out . Abit kiasu of my part . Lynn and lijuan came up with this one plan is to put the bag outside and when we go out , take it . Lynn stayed behind while me and lijuan go out . Lijuan managed to out but the guard dont let me out . So , i went back to lynn and came this pubo guard asking lynn why she stand there for so long . And again as kiasu me , i told everything to her . I was expecting them to be angry but none of them is . They're both sweet people .

i think i stop here . This post is really long already like a compo . Anyway , thanks for reading lovelies !