Saturday, August 30, 2008 11:31 AM

Got this from rafidah's blog . It turn ut to be quite true
abt my personality . Do check it out yaw !

Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.


Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.


Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
rarely irritated, positive, tough, non phobic, fearless, likes the unknown, self reliant, high self control, confident, trusting, strong instincts, prudent, optimistic, willful, likes parties, prefers a specialized career, takes charge, altruistic, strong, high self concept, adventurous, practical, thoughtful


Saturday, August 23, 2008 3:29 PM

Fuckers !

im at the boarding place and will be going in any

minute now . Do cry my lovelies . This boarding place

damn syiook uh . Eurasians , hong kong and many

many eye candy . haha


To lijuan :

Sorry for not informing you . Iknow you tried to

contact me . Anyway , bye bye !

Friday, August 22, 2008 2:25 PM

My flights is delayed to saturday afternoon due to Typhoon

Nuri . Pray hard that the weather there is better so i can

happily go there and ENJOYYY !

2:01 PM

If you get more than 30 you're strongly recommend some counseling !
If you get more than 20 you’re paranoid .
If you get 11-20 then you are normal .
If you get 10 or less you’re fearless .
People who don’t have any are full of Rubbish .

I Fear…

[x] The dark
[x] Staying alone forever
[ ] Being a parent
[x] Giving birth
[ ] Being myself in front of others
[ ] Open spaces
[ ] Closed spaces
[x] Heights
[x] Black cats
[x] Big hairy arses

[ ] Birds
[ ] Fish
[x] Spiders
[ ] Flowers or other plants
[x] Being touched
[x] Fire
[x] Deep water
[ ] Lakes
[ ] Silk
[ ] The ocean

[x] Failure
[ ] Success
[x] Thunder/lightning
[x] FROGS / TOADS
[ ] Father
[ ] Mother
[x] Mice/Rats
[x] Jumping from high places
[ ] Snow
[ ] Rain

[ ] Wind
[x] Cross hanging bridges
[x] Death
[ ] Heaven
[x] Being robbed
[x] Falling
[ ] Clowns
[x] Large crowds of people
[ ] Men
[ ] Women

[ ] Having great responsibilities
[x] Doctors, including Dentists
[x] Tornadoes
[x] Hurricane
[x] Incurable diseases
[x] Venomous Snakes
[x] Sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] Ghosts
[ ] Poverty

[ ] Halloween
[ ] School
[ ] Trains
[ ] Odd numbers
[ ] Even numbers
[x] Being alone
[x] Becoming blind
[x] Becoming deaf
[ ] Growing up
[x] Monsters under my bed

[x] Creepy noises in the night
[x] Bee stings
[x] Not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] Needles
[ ] My Own personality
[x] Dinosaurs if they were alive
[ ] The welcome mat
[x] High speeds
[x] Throwing up
[ ] Falling in love


Whole total : 38

I need a counselling ? I'm paranoid ? HAHA

Thursday, August 21, 2008 9:18 PM

Lovelies i'm going Hong Kong ! Thats reall . Im not

lying .

So , i wont be updating my blog :)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008 3:44 PM

I've already put up a tagboard . Feel free to tag and

spam ( nicely ) ! Love all of youu !

3:37 PM

Theres no school so Lepak uh !

ANYONE CARE TO ASK ME OUT . IM JUST A PHONE

CALL AWAY :D

Sunday, August 10, 2008 12:44 AM

Its the last day of NDP and the last day of me staring at *fill in the blank* . I feel so bored now . No spice after this mannn ! Its a ROJAK day for me . Rojak as in mixed feelings cause by many humans .

*WARNING* This is maybe going to be a very long post . Bear with it dear readers .

Reach the arts house like abt 1.30 pm and no other first-aiders were there . So much of me rushing there . But not to worry , the other participants were there and toilet is there too -.- . I went to the toilet to make time fly faster but the plan flop badly . After going in and out for 3 times , they still haven't reach yet . Just stand around and keep a look-out for them . The first thing Lijuan said when she saw me was " ey , minah uh . " And Syahidah walk away from me and said she was speechless . Sapr tak confuse kan ? She said that my new haircut and those eye-liner and my eyebrow make me look like a minah ( niao niao face ) . I saw * fill in the blank * . But this time , i looked at him differently . The image of him running half-naked is still fresh in my mind . If Syahidah were to read tat particular part , she will confirm label me as ' minah gatal ' .

Slack there and the first-aider were like a loner to me . We were sitting at a 'deserted place ' where the others can't see us . Then came this one mentor which i call Mister . Polite right me ? He was playing this game which made me really interested . I borrowed it and asked if i could bring this along for my rounds . He was reluctant at first but he saw how engrossed i am playing it , he agreed :D I asked if he could demo on how to do the correct way . Pardon you , to do that game it takes alot of perserverance and concentration . To wrap it up , its hard . He managed to do it after a few times trying . As a Jakon me , i clap and shout real loud . Amazed la sioo . And as the kpo particapants , they looked at Mister with their blur face . ( And ) Mister blush . Big lol .

I kept playing with it like nobody business till i didnt notice *fill in the blank * beside me . We were considered very laid back . Nothing much to do . As per normal , we sat near the river and chit-chat . Not really catching up on stories but more to talking and joking randomly . I saw alot of eurasian teenagers . Damn , they're good-looking . Their skin are so fair and pimple-less . Their eyes are blue and sharp . Their hair is pretty blonde and the smile is gorgeous . But not lacking behind is the typical matrep there . Tell you what , the only word that can describe the matrep is " BERSEPAH " . Bersepah typically means everywhere .

ANYWAY PPL , YOU HAVE NOW COME TO SHASHA PERASAN SENDIRI SEGMENT .


Rafidah is like my look-out . She told me if there's any mats looking at me and smile . Maybe i exaggerate a bit/lot but let me be happy can ? There's this police guys . They are abt 19-20 yrs old . Not that old . They kind of tease me and rafidah abt our scissors-paper-stone game . Tak sangka dorang maseh ingat . I looked away as too shy . Rafidah told me that one of the guy looked at me . I get so happy and keep on blushing and smiling . But then they were already gone when i turned around . Such a waste . Number tanak mintak -.-

While we were slacking , sialan and pukimak and amelia came . They came and talk with Syahidah and act as if i'm invisible . They did not even talk or worst till , look at me . Okay , thats what the hell . But who cares . Lazy to talk abt them . Will be explaining at the end .

After they are gone , my clear vision came back . Siak siak (!!) There's this abit dark malay guy walk pass me . I know his existence but don't really look at him . And again , Rafidah told me that guy actually smile at me but i wasnt looking at him . And again , number tanak mintak -.-


We continue slacking and came this group of mats and minah ( tudung ) . They were standing right behind me and reading this elizabeth thing on the wall . Trust me , their english are broken . Cant even pronounce a simple english properly . They even admit themselves that their english are not up to standard yet they read it aloud . Obviousy mintak knr gelak sio . One of the guy try to crack up some joke but tak menjadi . The girl ask to walk straight to meet other friend . And the guy replied " Aku walk straight tau . Masok air pon masok uh . " The just gave him a kau-sial-ke-sial face . Its hilaious yet dumb .

Radiah came and ask for 3 volunteer to play their game . Jannah , Syahidah and rafidah went . Meanwhile me , lynn and lijuan went to find a toilet . Alam da panggil la . In order to go in this toilet we need to enter this hell place . And it require a ticket . Got the ticket and went in . Since me and lijuan is so urgent , lynn let us go in first while she take care of the Ndp goodie bag . Lynn is so sweet :D Done with our business and wanted to go out . The guard said that in order to go out , we must leave the bag behind . I dont mind as the only thing in my head is to go out . Abit kiasu of my part . Lynn and lijuan came up with this one plan is to put the bag outside and when we go out , take it . Lynn stayed behind while me and lijuan go out . Lijuan managed to out but the guard dont let me out . So , i went back to lynn and came this pubo guard asking lynn why she stand there for so long . And again as kiasu me , i told everything to her . I was expecting them to be angry but none of them is . They're both sweet people .

i think i stop here . This post is really long already like a compo . Anyway , thanks for reading lovelies !

Sunday, August 3, 2008 9:16 PM

Lets talk abt Saturday first . This will be the second last time that all the dunk it people going for the Ndp . Everything was normal . But the only best part was the fireworks . The fireworks was damnn nicee ! And some emotional thing happen at the end . Besides that , its random . Stare stare , menggatal menggatal , kacau kacau and smile smile . Oh blush blush .